That distance between 2 ends of Road...never ending Roads

Finally this confusion now seems to make some sense. I can see a distance between my dreams, my heart and me myself..The distance which I have already covered and the distance which push me, pull me and force me to go back at the starting point. My heart is teared up in thousand pieces and I am just standing at one end of road tryin to figure out how will I collect these pieces and join it again.

I am confused between the peak which I always wanted to reach or the land where I am sitting right now. Again want to cross this road despite of such huge barriers. I am just consoling my MIND (dont know abt the heart) that I should not cross these obstacles, not everybody has so much will to do these tasks. I am just tore between my MIND and my HEART. Don't know what to follow, which path to choose..Am I doing right or wrong..Is this okay or not..I don't want to put question mark here..But if I write from my heart, I know I will do it one day and will achieve the ultimate purpose of my life, just a matter of small time..

enoughhhhhhh...kapil..this is enuff..just keep quiet and shut up..

Dil mera Dil mera
Dil Gira kahin per dafatan
Jane Yeh Magar Yeh nayan
Teri Kahmosh zulfon ki gehraiyaan
Hai jahan dil meraa uljha hua hai wahin kho gaya
Tu magar hai bekhabar.....hai bekhabar